feelin disappointed

RESULTS are out and ................i am really disappointed with it...got a F and a D and my GPA drop from 1 to 0.5..omg...wat am i doin..i did really study for it..hias...ok thinkin of droppin the course if the same teacher goin to teach us...to get a GPA of 2.5 at the end of my final i need to score 3 and above to pull up my grade...can i do it???ok i feel damn moody at work now..no 1 there for me at the most important moment..not even my gf!!!she dunno how i fell...if i tell her she still wont undrstand..maybe should give her more time..i feel like killin myself now...ok let me go to a corner and emo myself!!!!

well to chiil my self up i decided to run from boon lay to cck cc again..haha..suppose to meet my dear and her friends there..well did not expect to see guo wei and the rest there...haha...okok yeah i did it i improve om my timming...tat time i took 47min to reach cck from boon lay..now i only took 39 min..okok gonna improve more...
reach cck cc well waited for next team to play..well was tired but i keep drain the 3pnt shot..haha..accuracy is back...rest a while then went for dinner...hope tat ger wont floo=d my ad hear comment box and push my comment down..omg...haha





i need some one to be there for me when i am feelin down..the 1st person tat i expect it to be is my gf but....ahh..its disappointing...NO one was there for me....no one will understand how i fell till the person get into the same situation as me):