wat am i \who am i to?

does every gers like to play around wit guys feelin when tat guy is serious bout her?
well i really dunno wat to say or comment on this....well the feelin is so..hiaszz):
emo!!!!
u make me give up everything juz for u.
u make me love u.
u make me suffer for u.
u care for me.
u make my every day so special.
yet wat i get in the end is juz all fake!!~heartpain is wat u r givin me
i have tried very hard.but u wont understand.....u only wan your way..cant we juz have a plan or something..it wont be like tat if we really can slove things....

i KILLED MYSELF 12.48am~died from everything....studies,basketball,love,family,friends
u made me become like this...its not childish but selfish!!!