wednesday

nth much happen today..anyway my teacher was like so stress la today..the class is only left wit 8 students yet she is so stress...pity her...well the reason is because ....all the students keep callin her for help....haha..including me...well wat r teachers for rite!!!wahaha...went home after lesson was feelin so tired la..slept till 4 and went out meet my friend(:then off to work i go...haha..endure!!!


can i make everything rite this time?

wat a day

today din't wake up on time for school..miss the morning lesson but went for the afternoon lesson...wth..ended sch at 3.30 went home and rest awhile b4 goin to work...
today is so borin...even at work.....help....dyin le....haha....gettin ready for training for tml..hope it will be a great training tml...haha nite everyone...jy hornets!!i hope i will be playin and not always seatin on the bench

should i go for it or give my self more time to prepare?
-explain wat is love to me-

hornets vs home united

today's game highlights....best player for hornets....wee kim'4....he score think got like 18+ points...for the whole quarter we were leading home united which bring our moral to a boost...but when it reach to the last 4 min of the 4th quarter...we did some silly mistake and let home united have fast breaks and the points was a 1 point lead for us....left 3sec we foul them and letting them have a free throw..the player name(xiao hei) he made the last 2 free shots..and home united was leading us 80-79....last 3.321 sec...one last attempt by us but we miss it...so the game came to an end by home united....we were very close to winning them ..we tried our best...everyone did.....well 2 win 1 lose...guys we cant afford to lose any more game..jyjy...next game Sunday-tong whye ...WELL DONE EVERYONE



i am tired

saturday(continue......)

vintage bike
ok we r lost
where r we?

he's drunk

how i spent my saturday

after work went home relax awhile till 9pm..bath then went meet my friends ah soon ,ah pui and another of his friend i dunno who...haha..okok call him skinny...meet ah soon at lakeside then off to tanjong pagar ..meet the rest then we went to find another friend andrew...well we went to a pub call big daddy!!!haha...ok the pub is a happening place...well all i can say is tat i drank the beer there....eeeekkksss not nice la..think its froster!!other thing beside me drinkin still got other stuff but i did there but cant say....well the pub is mainly for man well i mean was man and not for me cause there the age is all like 30++ above..wth and for tat day i was the youngest..haha..had fun and relax there till 2am....then off we had our supper leavin andrew and his friend as they are havin their sec round...me and ah soon left so we decided to find a night rider..walk and walk ,bust stop to bus stop but no bus...well actually we were lost..ahhh..a Singaporean and a Malaysian lost in singapore(tanjong pagar)wth...arghhh..ok then we decided to get to the nearest 7-11 and ask...

luckily we were fated....we met this guy in 7-11 and he bring us all the way walkin again to get a night rider....ok and we notice something IS HE GAY?? ahhh..the way he speak..omg..ok he introduce him self as we introduce ourself cause we like still have to walk...we walk all the way to boat key and we finally reach the bus stop.we did chat wit him a lot...friendly guy...(:

question of the day: r u a malay?
guy:so wats your name
me:naszreen
guy:oh..tats a unique name
me:ya.
guy tot i was chi so i
nas:well i am a malay
guy:really...dun pull my leg
me:really la i am really a malay
guy:hmmmmm..really ah?
then he ask my friend ah soon if i am tellin the truth
guy:i still dun believe
me:ok i show u my ic
guy saw my ic and was shock
guy:u really malay ah
by then i was like how many time have u asked!!!arghhh
then he ask bout my parents...ya 1 malay other is chi..bla bla
then the guy talk to my friend...
after 5 min
guy:i still cant believe u!
me:alamak...i really malay la...
actually there is some more he ask but i shall stop here
well he dun beleive me and every 5 min he will keep askin even when we are at the bus stop...damn..well its my skin colour and my features tat make me look like a chi..haha...ok luckly the bus came and off we went home while the guy is still waitin for his bus.

ahhhh..HELP

today ahhh..have to work full day again till 1am..and i have to miss my training..i really wanna go la..but):..ahhh.....work work....almost everyday have to face the com...now havin a very big HEADACHE..help....i wanna sleep can?mmm..
argh..endure.......sun is eng tat big game against home u..well think i will be on the bench again..clappin and cheerin for them...jyjy..haha...


not feelin well...
MY HEADACHE IS KILLIN ME!!!

thursday

thanks both of u..NEO YINGQI and NEO YINGXUE...both of u really will be there for me when i feel soo down making my day wit a smile.....haha....better study hard ah..mid year exams ARE COMING..JYJY...yingqi dun think so much k....treasure wat u have now...silly Ger!!haha

well i never go school today..as the lesson were not important...life skill and sw..haha..slept till 2pm..wahhh damn shoik la..haha(:
went play bball at batok wit vimal and shashi....meet them at 6.30 and played till 11.40..omg...we were playin 3pnt shots + pumping..haha...i am getting accurate day by day...y are all the batok ppl who are playing bball not up to match wit us..only some la...haha..not to be arrogant or Wat...its the fact..(:

i wonder how my life will be?
give up\not to give up?

if sayin sorry can slove everything..then y am i still like tat?


i am left with nothing.................

selfish=Wat ppl do for u ,u dun take it to considration...
selfish=u only wanna u ,u ,u yourself to be happy but u dun care wat the other party feels..
i still will hold on to it tite
cause i believe tat it might still work out
when i am there for u when u r tired and all did u ever think y i did tat..
if u r askin me to find other gers,u sound it so easy..y not u look for me 1 lo and its the 1 i wan...out of 10000000 of ger only 1 is slightly perfect...i found it but....






is all i can say

i juz hate ppl bein so selfish..only care for themself and not others.....who do they think they are...hurt ppl feelin when some1 is tryin to help..this ppe juz dun feel greatful tat there r some kind soul out there.
parents or religion does not matter..as long as we can hold on tite to each other...
well i juz left nth wit me now...~~emo

wat am i \who am i to?

does every gers like to play around wit guys feelin when tat guy is serious bout her?
well i really dunno wat to say or comment on this....well the feelin is so..hiaszz):
emo!!!!
u make me give up everything juz for u.
u make me love u.
u make me suffer for u.
u care for me.
u make my every day so special.
yet wat i get in the end is juz all fake!!~heartpain is wat u r givin me
i have tried very hard.but u wont understand.....u only wan your way..cant we juz have a plan or something..it wont be like tat if we really can slove things....

i KILLED MYSELF 12.48am~died from everything....studies,basketball,love,family,friends
u made me become like this...its not childish but selfish!!!

!@#^%&

My life= emo+stress+heart pain+school+basketball

i am lost.....

eng tat hornets vs tagawa

todays highlights.....ahhh today we played badly.....we only won by 2 pnts..we better buck up if not if next game we play like how we play against tagawa..we sure lose....today everyone off form except des...he did well during the 1st half but tired out on the 2nd half....the game was a close 1...well for me..sitted on the bench again..):.. OK nvm but i know i sure will get to play....be patient nas!!!

stupid ah ma was sleepin when she gave me a miss call....she ask me to jia you!!!!haha...thanks grand ma...she still care for me la..but hope i can have her forever..really trying my best le.....well...hope nothing goes wrong...i really love u ahma..be mine!!!!!tired from work!!!

SENTINELS vs KNIGHTS

todays game highilights....Knights which is the team i plyed for won the 1st game....8pnt gap...ok reason 3 simple reason y we only win by 8 pnt...
1.ref side the philipin player
2.turn overs
3.foul trouble
but its ok..lesson learnt...if next game ref like tat i swear i am gonna take the ball and play a game of dodge ball wit him....damn man...scored 17pnt in tonight game...i played quiet well..haha..ok and i did get a bit angry during the 4th quater when opponent shoots free throw...i box this guy he kept puhsin and hittin me from the back..so i juz swing my elbow and end up wit a small fight i should say...thanks to my tml's div 1 if not i will punch him....

she came find me after work....followed me home..haha..purpously let my mum see her..wahaha..my mum was like askin her so many question la...haha..sry ah...(:
she is scared of my cat(tabbee)..lol he is cute la dun scared..while she is waitin for me i was takin a shower and then off to cckcc....she waited for me then to dinner...waited for the person to take order and the food was so damn long lo....

walked her home...sat at the playgroound chatted....and to her lift...as for me home!!!hee
wonderful day today...misses u everyday(:



Everybody's talking trash these days, so why not keep quiet?

my dearest ah ma

ah ma..out wit u was fun...i wanna spent more time with u..yeah..more movies kk!!!hee....well today ah ma suppose to meet me after her work at je to acc me to cck then from there i will take a buy to yew tee cc....think ah ma was so tired tat she ask me to meet her last cabin at je towards bb..but in the end she wai at the front..alamak..blur...haha...but cute
ah ma...let me be there to cherish u every moment..i wanna be there for u akin u smile(:
i love u ah ma....

hope comes to me again once more

hope this time its the correct choice i made..waiting for some1 once again..if we are meant to be together i hope i can treat u like how i treat my ex and u loving me for who i am..cause i wanna treasure some 1 for life...hope tat person is u..
OK i getting confident in myself once again...hoping tat this semester i can score all A's for my subject..as the teacher are really helping out...good luck to myself..haha...sat Philippine cup sun div 1 against tagawa...hope i really can perform

my life

everything end here....i wont be the same person u think i will be....

heartbreakin moment

the feelin is so......ahhh....ok..fallin in love is not easy..it neets both hand to clap...1 hand fail its.... over unless things can be settled..i really dunno wat to le...its so hard to fall in love..

days in sch!!

ahhh..............
some time really dun feel like wakin up to go sch...so sain...well got into wireless LAN..and I've change class..well some class mate Left and new faces appear!!!my class all those new students they look nerdy la..haha..dunno wat to say bout them...i really wanna go poly....heard GPA 2 is the least i have to get..have to buck up myself and try score A's for exam!!!

1st game!!

Today is the 1st game against sin kee in div 1...their player all are actually not bad yeah..its a easy game for us eventually...well done guys...we beat then 83-58? i think..haha....1st half we really did a great def and on offence we was also good...free throw wat almost 100% la..haha...2nd half..can see most of the player statred to slack...well def and offwas not tat good though we manage to score...overall shootin percentage for the team was roughly like 60%++..well done guys...next game..20 apr against TAGAWA..hope i can have my playin time...haha


Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

its over

OK today is the official day tat we ended...OK i wont be sad..cause after Wat i have done she like have done nth for me..always go out wit her friend and forget bout me..well have a little bit of fun times only..like playing Ball 2gather...mmmahhh..okok..i wont be disappointed bout Wat has happen..it wont affect me in life anyway....i happy wit Wat i have now!!!and this time hope wat i treasure...it will treasure me back...(:

i call this relationship a FLING???

thursday

woke up had a small lunch..then went to woodlands catch a movie wit my friend...when home change meet vimal and went bukit batok play bball....we waited for the stupid 147 for almost an hore..wtf!!!muz complain la..reach bb change and waited for out turn..well finally we started at 8.30 and we end at 9.55..cause we won the whole match..tired la..haha..ok i not hao lian hor..hee...eat dinner and home...

3 days to div 1
4 days to school re-open

Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love, time is eternity.

make a decision

today i suppose to run to cckcc then play bball ...but i did not cause no 1 was playin bball at cck today..sian...well she decided to go play at bukit panjang but i dun wan cause its like so far can...ask her juz play at cck and guess wat she say...she ask me play at cck and she play at bp then meet for dinner!!!wth..wat kind of gerfriend will leave her bf at other place....wat do u treat me as!!!!do i really exist in your heart...
):...arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!...it hurt me more than u notice....feel restless and moody....push me to a corner and leave me alone pls... i cried once afain for u!!a am sorry

Lots of peoplewant to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who willtake the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

sunday is comin....my first div 1 game so happy..
lets aim for champion guys......

Success isn't something you chase. It's something you have to put forth the effort for constantly. Then maybe it'll come when you least expect it. Most people don't understand that.~michel jordan

another friendly game

today after work had to go for training..but for this training we had a friendly game against RP..wah have to seat in the mrt from lakeside to woodlands...tired la...
ok while i was walkin to RP i realise some 1 was behind me...werin jeans and shirt..but i din bother to take a glance...
then a strange feelin ask me to take a look at the person and when i turn guess who it was!!!my TEAM MATE GUO LIANG who din bother call me cause he was busy eatin and listening to his Ipod @#$%^$# u guo liang...haha
Won rp but din catch up wit the score..well rp had a lousy ref name Vincent...at the 3rd half out of 6 he reported leg pain...cause he had his injury..damn his coach din noe bout it..cause he was playin for other team..haha..i shall complain to his coach..hahawahahaha..after game went bath..wah water is so warm..haha..pity gaey and rong lei casue they hae to bath cold water..:)
went for dinner..at last i treated guo liang to mac..haha..its like so long and he is complaining..damn...
when home after tat...have to get ready for work tml..last day at jotun and gettin pay!!!haha

counting down!!

times reall flies...mmm....worked from 1pm to 1am today..really tired up myself..
goin home bath then poof!!on my bed!!!
nights(:



5 days to div1
6 days to school re-open


I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying.

day on SATURDAY..

7 steps of my life for saturday:

step 1.WOrk(10am-6pm)
step 2.play bball at bukit batok
step 3.meet pamela dear
step 4. Had dinner wit dear and her friends
step 5.search for movies at cck lot1 but no time slot
step 6.walked from lot 1 to her house(it was fun did a pit stop at ytcc to recharge ourself)
step 7.Go home

7 days to div 1
8 days to school re-open

reconsidering....in progress

friendly game day!!

today woke up at 11 plus..welll did the same thing i do everyday and then off to WORK..damn.b4 opening the shop..i went for a hair cut..haha..sia i look more handsome ..haha..oppss:x...well open shop and waited for the boss to take over my shift and tats like 4pm..cause i have to go home clean mysef up and get ready to go malaysia for friendly game..haha...
5pm meet up dakang and wee kim..reach the custom like 5.30pm..slowly take out time to reach larkin indoor stadium..cause the match start like at 8pm?haha..and we reach there like 5.40..haah.....

waited for coach to come and then we started warmin up...well we against johor u18 guys..they are quiet good actually...few tall guys...okok the game end up wit a 92-52..we won...todays game was good..well done guys(:...offence was there we managed to run the set play...lets work hard on def....yeah

had dinner and then wash car....and then home..like FINALLY..haha..and it was like 1plus when i reach home..tired*..haha..(:




lets work hard in the upcomin matches in div 1

its comming

10 more days to div 1
11 more days t school re-open(wireless lan)

feelin disappointed

RESULTS are out and ................i am really disappointed with it...got a F and a D and my GPA drop from 1 to 0.5..omg...wat am i doin..i did really study for it..hias...ok thinkin of droppin the course if the same teacher goin to teach us...to get a GPA of 2.5 at the end of my final i need to score 3 and above to pull up my grade...can i do it???ok i feel damn moody at work now..no 1 there for me at the most important moment..not even my gf!!!she dunno how i fell...if i tell her she still wont undrstand..maybe should give her more time..i feel like killin myself now...ok let me go to a corner and emo myself!!!!

well to chiil my self up i decided to run from boon lay to cck cc again..haha..suppose to meet my dear and her friends there..well did not expect to see guo wei and the rest there...haha...okok yeah i did it i improve om my timming...tat time i took 47min to reach cck from boon lay..now i only took 39 min..okok gonna improve more...
reach cck cc well waited for next team to play..well was tired but i keep drain the 3pnt shot..haha..accuracy is back...rest a while then went for dinner...hope tat ger wont floo=d my ad hear comment box and push my comment down..omg...haha





i need some one to be there for me when i am feelin down..the 1st person tat i expect it to be is my gf but....ahh..its disappointing...NO one was there for me....no one will understand how i fell till the person get into the same situation as me):

ahh...its rainig

sadly to say i should have gone training today la..sian...actullly my peeps suppose to have a friendly game wit tong whye temple..its like i have not play bball wit them for quiet long cause of training...well okok..i skipped training and decided to play a friendly game wit them..have to help them train for u18 games..haha..
reached home at 6.15pm today,bath and gettin to go out and !!!!wah it started to rain....sian but i still went out cause have to meet my friends b4 goin tong whye bball court..half way when i was walkin my friend called and say thE FRIENDLY GAME IS CANCEL...OMG...ahhhh..they then decided to bball at bukit batok cause there is the only shelter court nearest to our hm..haha..rain stop at 7.15 ..meet vimal and jm and off we went to bukit batok...ARghh today like no mood play bball la all shot miss..haha...we actually decided to stay in the court for like till the lights off but we lost a game..it was a close game...waited like for 1/2 an hour and its our turn and we were like WTF 9 more min to play then lights off..we manage to end the game..well after tat we went for dinner and then home...its was tiring...OMG i gotta wake up early in the morning..hope i can..haha(:


time plays a part in everything esp:relationship..casue it bond us together